There are sometimes many things that we wish to tell our
children. Some of those things have to do with what parents to do who is low
income just to make ends meet like taking on a second job. In 2008, I did just
that. I took a second job. It was the hardest thing I ever did. Oh, I have had
second jobs before but at this age in my life I was not the healthiest and I
knew that this second job would eventually cause worse damage to my physical
and mental health. But, my children were and are worth it.
I would get off of work at 11:00 pm and then pick up the
“green cab” until 7:00 am the next morning. Of course there was always fear and
severe risk involved in driving a cab, so I had decided to keep my Bible on the
front seat next to me for my only protection. It saved my life more than once. On
specific two occasions my hand was on the Bible and God’s hands were on me.
One night I had received a call to pick up two men at an
adult men’s club. They had prepaid with a credit card and needed to go to their
hotel. I responded to the call and was there to pick them up. Both men were
highly attracted. Well what can I say—I was not your average cab driver. Of
course, my hair and makeup was in place and I have naturally long nails which I
keep manicured. My cab smell was Elizabeth Taylor’s ‘White Diamonds’ cologne.
That is me and I am a picky person about smells. When I arrived at the club,
the men told me which hotel they wanted to go to. While in route, one of the
men was amorous and extremely flirtatious. I ignored his talk. Even though they
were very physically attractive, I was not interested.
One thing I have learned over the years is to hold true to
my convictions, and I politely ignored the one man and his sexual advances. The
topic eventually turned to me being offered a $200 tip for an hour roll in the
sheets in his hotel room with his friend watching. As strapped for money as I
was and how great it sounded, I declined. We pulled into the hotel parking lot
which was our destination. One man had already exited the cab and went inside
the hotel. Meanwhile the propositioning man pulled his pants down, so fast, and
jumped into the front seat—plopping his naked butt on my Bible.
There was a naked butt on my Bible. The emotions went
through me were extremely overwhelming. What was once a physically attractive
man became a slithering, smelling, and foul serpent in my eyes. He wasn’t
dangerous he was just utterly and truly disgusting.
“$200 baby! Have you ever seen a big dick like this in your
life?” He said in his repulsed low keyed voice.
I sat staring at him for a moment that seemed like an
eternity. What went through my mind was that I don’t ever want to be touched by
another man again in a sexual manner. All of it made me utterly ill. I don’t
ever want to be touched again by anyone in a sexual manner.
“Please” I asked. “Please pull up your pants, and get your
naked behind off my Bible.” I instructed. I was not upset. I did not yell. I wasn’t
rude.
At that moment he looked me square in the eyes and became
really calm and with no further amorous behavior. He turned around, and got out
of the taxi cab. He gave me a $200 tip and left. I drove off. I
honestly
couldn’t believe what had just happened. I prayed to God a prayer of thanks.
What did I learn?
I learned no matter where I go or what I
do...
God will take care of me.
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